this is who i am: 08/01/2004

Saturday, August 28, 2004

GD MORNING WORLD!!! had a pretty gd rest.. had this real weird dream.. must be my jealousy working up again but the subsequent events in the dream made me feel better.. first i was getting it on with some real hot chick and then for some reason i turned into a pred and i was killing rampage, ripping peoples' heads off from their body.. absolutely gory but marvellously cool!! haha.. damn i think i'm turning psychotic.. and then when i was right abt to rip off the head of my arch-nemesis, i suddenly woke up.. darn!! loved tt wristblade of mine..haha.. oh well.. too much AVP must get it out of my system.. anyway went to charles's place yest to play badminton, ended up not watching the canoeing finals but heck it was bloody lotsa fun.. should play it more often haha.. oh well.. gotta get ready.. going back to ass today.. gotta help the lil maggots with the percussion ensemble for the gg campfire tonight.. buncha show offs but it won't be a show without me n syaz around haha.. oh well.. signing off..

8/28/2004 10:52:00 AM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

[DRIVING MYSELF TOTALLY INSANE] like wat the hell is wrong with me.. why do i keep thinking abt it, really driving myself crazy, nearly had a breakdown in gym today.. scared the shit out of sherman just now.. but somehow it gave me the fire for gym.. was totally going for more today.. damn gungho.. added like at least 1 slab more for every machine.. tt part i loved.. but seriously if this continues i'll probably end up in woodbridge.. so many nights where i wake up in a cold sweat or crying after dreaming abt it or like today i get so worked up till the point i nearly pass out.. it's no wonder i get high blood pressure so easily haha.. anyway.. yulin's sick.. poor thing.. hope she gets well soon.. take care kiddo.. and i bummed into my darling outside kap.. really nice suprise.. missed her so much, haven't seen her in like 3 maybe 4mths.. she looks better now heh.. oh well she's attached.. wonder wat could've happened if i actually did something when we both sorta "confessed" our "feelings" for each other haha.. single life's gd.. a lil lonely though but tolerable.. wish i could spend more time with my buddies though.. i really miss ben, rais, alan, eric, kal, phan n the mats of 4/2. can't believe i actually took them for granted then while i was still with her.. big mistake.. learnt the hard way tt ultimately ur frens will still be the ones there for u, look at how things between her n i are now.. bummer.. shan't blog abt it.. enough thot abt it today already.. detrimental for both physical n mental health.. haha

8/25/2004 11:15:00 PM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

lalala.. i'm bored.. supposed to be studying but heck.. i just can't seem to be able to start.. i'm sick!! got a slight fever n a pretty bad flu.. so irritating.. hmm.. wonder how's yulin doing.. haven't msged her in a while.. oh well.. lalala.. anyway we didn't go out the other day after elections.. the thing took so long, like 4hrs.. bummer.. so she left after waiting for me for like 2hrs.. terribly sorry abt tt girl.. yeah haha.. oh well.. went to watch avp on thursday wif alan.. haven't seen the dude in a while so decided to do a lil catching up.. he hasn't changed much, still the bloody cheena beng.. eee!!! haha.. oh well.. lalala.. i'm still bloody bored.. how come no one's online.. wat happened to the sceighters? oh hey.. jeremy's online!! haha.. oh well.. i think i'll try n study.. signing off..

8/21/2004 08:37:00 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i haven't exactly been blogging regularly but oh well.. it's for my own pleasure anyway.. just so busy lately but i like life this way.. at least u know u won't be rotting ur life away without having anything to do.. hmmm.. gonna started mugging after this.. kinda lost in my studies now and it sucks.. really dunno wat's going on in class.. and i dun wanna retain.. it'll be totally stupid.. nice sch but i wouldn't wanna be a veteran haha.. i did math yest. so i guess i'll do chem today.. yeah.. then i might be going out with yulin later, but depends on wat time her cip thingy ends though , but yeah.. she made me write a poem just to ask her out.. how troublesome but it was kinda fun.. never really did something like tt before haha.. well lets hope tt she'll be released early.. ok i spoke too soon.. just got a msg from her.. it ends at 5.30.. shit.. oh well i still dun mind going out with her.. heh.. well i'm going off.. will blog abt the upcoming events later

8/10/2004 12:06:00 PM