this is who i am: 12/01/2004

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

[i'm a mat] whee! i'm a mat! haha so fun.. anyway yest while crossing the road i almost got knocked down by a bloody malaysian car.. so sorry to disappoint u ppl out there, i know plenty of u want me dead.. fuckers! anyway so unglamorous lah to die by getting knocked down by some fuck ass malaysian driver and his worthless fan.. disgusting.. if it was a s-class merc or 7-series bmw i wouldn't mind it tt much.. but hey guess it's just not my time to die huh.. too bad assholes! haha.. anyway been out shopping for presents the past few days, i'm so broke and i still haven't found a present for josh.. hmm.. and i need to go for haircut too, my hair looks like some mushroom now.. maybe i should just go shave it all off and spare me of all the trouble.. hair is seriously one irritating issue.. as irritating as girls sometimes.. no offence i'm just becoming a lil mysoginistic recently.. i shall be gay!!! whee!! oh well.. anyway had sectionals today, so fun though music for prague is one seriously headache-ful piece.. what the hell lah.. gd thing the other pieces are simple so can just sight-read.. got sectionals again tmr then gotta rush off for farewell party.. gotta go.. gonna practice tt idiotic piece and study.. bye!

12/28/2004 05:52:00 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

[as i am] today was a pretty boring and slack day.. woke up next to nizam this morning haha.. sounds wrong i know.. but no nothing happened, he just stayed over at my place to like watch movies and talk.. heh.. anyway went to ah ma's place today for a family gathering.. nice to see everyone down, i never really get to see them until there's like gatherings like this, which hardly ever happen.. hmmm.. ate a hell lot of durians just now.. damn gd stuff.. my uncle bought like 30kgs of it haha.. heavenly man, i just love durians.. so basically just sat there talked some shit with my cousins.. yet again have ppl telling me i'm fat.. sheesh.. getting quite depressing hearing ppl tell me tt.. and watched dvds.. whee! a perfect day with the family.. anyway i'm gonna be so damn busy this coming week.. and i haven't finished studying yet.. i'm so dead.. shit.. not only tt, i'm seriously broke.. bahh.. driving me nuts thinking of how i'm gonna handle the week..

12/26/2004 11:14:00 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

[jingle bells batman smells..] MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!! heh.. oh well.. at least i hope it'll be merry.. anyway got pangseh-ed by biatch again, as usual.. dun care lah went to town to finally get my sticks.. so sad all the promark sticks were sold out leaving nothing but unwanted huge round nylon tip ones.. eee.. and a decent 735 model but i dun quite like it, a bit too heavy.. so went over to zildjian to take a look and i got the new dennis chambers artiste series.. nice feel and control.. i spent 30mins tryna decide whether to get the el negro, anti-vibes or dc model.. el negro is kinda too light for practicing strokes but i'll probably get it next week or when sch reopens and the anti-vibes was abit ex.. didn't bring tt much cash out.. but the craziest part was that the dc doubles cost like 56bucks! i so want it!! weird tt the shop assistants didn't even know wat i was talking abt when i asked them if they had dc doubles.. i was like whispering to myself, "hey idiot it's a zildjian model not a brand!" sheesh.. but i found it lying beside the cymbals display.. i love the titanium series, they sound and look gd.. damn.. if only my siblings were older, i'd have gotten my drum set by now.. oh well.. and i bumped into ginna in town, really nice suprise, at least i got to see one of my f gang buddies.. anyway after tt met up with nizam and his frens at McCafe talk cock for abit before we decided to go walk around, so sad tt tangs was closed, wanted to survey for some nice clothes before i go shop there on sunday.. then we walked around everywhere aimlessly and i ended up back where i started.. ps.. bahh.. then sat down at auntie anne's for a dutch ice.. i got an eeky green but delicious kiwi flavoured one and nizam had this bloody strawberry one.. talked cock for abit more before i went over to meet up with law at the mrt station.. he actually thot tt nizam looked gay and he was only with us for like less than 5mins haha.. then we went over to tampines to go shar's place.. bumped into keith tan at tm.. quite weird talking to him but nice guy.. after wandering around tm aimlessly waiting for the guys to meet us, i finally called them and turns out their already at shar's place.. idiots.. and knowing those guys too well.. obviously no plans were made and so we ended up just playing cs, eating pizza and watching lotr on hbo.. wat a countdown whee!!! haha.. oh well.. i'm getting pretty slpy.. gd nite

12/25/2004 02:27:00 AM

Friday, December 24, 2004

sherman just told me this shocking news and i'm happy he brought it to my attention.. it seems tt someone has been reading my blog and telling a whole load of exaggerated bull to others.. so i guess the first order of business would be to apologise to whoever it may concern, esp. the girls in canoeing if what i said may have offended u.. i'm really sorry if u took into offence what i said abt u guys in a few of my entries.. in one of them i was pissed off so u'll have to pardon me for tt, i blow up when i'm pissed.. and the other it wasn't meant as an insult.. trust me it was in more of a joking tone and i never meant to hurt anyone, i know i can be tactless at times but no harm was ever intended.. so i hope u'll accept my sincerest apologies and let bygones be bygones. secondly i did not skip training to study, i can't go for training at all so dun go presuming anything without knowing shit. finally i'm sorry if i let the team down but i just cannot continue to train with all of u. it was nice being part of the team for this yr. trust me there are plenty of memories both bitter and sweat tt i'll remember in yrs to come.

12/24/2004 02:08:00 PM

[always] hmmm.. hopefully my plans for tmr or later tonight i mean won't be a flop.. so exciting!!! haha.. can't wait i'll finally have something to do on xmas!!! yay!! so fun.. ooi biatch just ditch the couple and accompany me tmr to get my sticks haha.. no mood to blog.. i'm off

12/24/2004 01:37:00 AM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

[dun fit in] just got home from the nygh concert.. hmm.. it was ok i guess.. technical proficiency but incredibly boring.. and my god their percussion section cannot make it.. haha.. i was almost falling asleep after the first half but luckily we bumped into the sji guys and it started getting seriously rowdy.. i think every concert needs jackass guys like us to liven it up.. anyway i was so panicky when terence told me i had to go through an audition in order to get into band.. i'm so totally rusty.. i like quickly rushed to find some scores and started practicing my sight reading.. drums and snare i can still handle but mallets heh, i need time to practice.. but unfortunately my maid has to go for a medical check up at the hospital tmr morning so i'm forced to stay home and look after the lil punks.. feel bad tt i have to reschedule the audition, hopefully it won't change mr lee's impression on me.. it really is beyond my control, i didn't know she had a check up until like just now when mum called me.. oh well.. maybe in the afternoon i'll go down to get my new drumsticks and shop for gifts for my lil juniors down at amb.. oh wait i mean awe haha.. retarded why did they have to change to a wind ensemble, awe sounds awful.. so many decades of history lie in the name amb. bahh.. but i'm glad the bandsmen still hold true to amb.. once a bandsmen always a bandsmen.. anyway still contemplating which sticks to get.. should i get zildjians anti-vibes or dc double, promark or vic firth.. the choices are just endless.. but of course if i had the cash right now i would get a whole range and a bag including then i wouldn't have to worry cos i've got a whole arsenal of sticks ranging from heavy rock to concert band ones.. it's always impt. to have a wide range so u can easily handle any kind of songs thrown at u.. percussion isn't abt just banging on drums like everyone thinks.. it requires a lot of skill and practice as with any other musical instrument.. hate it when ppl insult the art of playing percussion.. oh well.. i'm off..

12/23/2004 01:25:00 AM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

[your disease] this is fucking pissing me off.. i've spent the last hr tryna fucking fix the apparent problem with my fonts but it ain't working.. what the fucks up with this thing.. ahh.. whatever.. i give up.. and my gd for nothing computer has completely given up on me.. worthless junk! anyway i had another one of my weird dreams just now.. and i hated it.. dun wanna talk abt it.. bahh.. it's like i suddenly woke up and my heart was beating crazily fast and hard.. i was in so much pain i seriously thot i was gonna die.. can still feel the effects of it now.. it was like having a chest-burster tryna claw it's way out of my chest.. nvm dun think many of you will know what i'm talking abt.. i'm an aliens freak too.. hmm.. wonder why so many ppl still online or coming online at this hour, this is like my quiet time.. the sight of so many ppl is bugging me out.. damn.. fuck off ppl!!! haha.. no offence.. my lil chat with ignatious has me thinking of so many things suddenly.. should i try talking to del? maybe it's time to put behind whatever tt happened between us.. still wondering what really happened tt made her hate me so much tt i ended up hating her cos of it too.. heh.. oh well.. only time will tell.. kinda weird haven't mentioned her name on my blog for ages.. whatever.. i wanna slp! but i so can't get to slp and i dun wanna have tt dream again.. it sucks, totally fucked up.. maybe one day when i seriously can't fucking take it anymore i'll just blurt out every damn thing tt i've been withholding.. tt'll be quite interesting.. but the day still hasn't come and it isn't coming tt soon either.. and i never realised it until today, after iggy brought it to my attention, tt all my entries recently have been nothing but me in depression or anger.. nothing cheerful haha.. pretty interesting.. guess i'm really quite a sick person.. but hey what's a blog for but to express urself.. maybe one day when i actually find something or someone tt makes me happy then the tone of entries will change but until then.. i'll be pretty much angry and depressed fiq haha..

I woke up it was seven,
I waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends, but I don't hear from them
What's another night alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes...

12/22/2004 02:32:00 AM

Monday, December 20, 2004

[hayya nab'idil karaha] ohohoh.. aluhamdulillah by too phat is so nice.. i love it.. the arabic lyrics sound so cool.. should've continued learning arab, it's so cool.. but on the contrary i can't even speak malay properly so maybe not.. anyway poor me went to the library all by myself to study today. sobs.. and it's the first time in almost a month or more since i actually bothered to look out for girls and hey hey.. babe alert went berzerk soon after.. shit tt bitch sure be fine.. long slender legs, curves to die for, a pretty face and killer outfit.. ouch! sizzling hot stuff.. haha.. managed to make eye contact and she smiled me!! hehe.. or maybe she was thinking, "PERVERT!!".. but whatever.. anyway studied for 5 gd hours.. whee!! i love studying by myself, so much more productive than studying with frens, i'll just start talking so much cock or go all fidgety i hardly look at my notes.. i know those of u who have studied with me before probably know what i'm talking abt.. i have the attention span of a.. whatever.. forgot what it is.. to put it simply i can't concentrate on something for more than 5mins haha.. ah well.. oh josh called me from boston.. poor dude he'll be all alone there for xmas and new year.. what a time to break up with his gf.. oh well.. miss u dude..take care of urself aight.. well i'm facing the same thing too.. nothing to do and no one to spend xmas with.. i sound so pathetic haha.. ah well.. syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have) mann.. arab is so cool..

12/20/2004 11:28:00 PM

[self-conscious] I'M FAT!!! everyone seems to think so.. so sad.. sobs.. thanks grace for tryna convince me tt i wasn't haha.. nvm i shall start training again tmr.. i will go for my evening runs tt i abandoned months ago again and i shall start hitting the gym again.. i must maintain my reputation as the fittest guy in class.. not tt it's a big deal cos the guys in my class just cannot make it but yeah.. i still must uphold it haha.. but i'm quite happy i can still do 15pullups although struggling to hit the 15 but yeah haha.. damn.. my heads throbbing again.. maybe i've got a tumor in my brain or something.. oh well the sooner i die the better, i think i'm more useful as fertilizer for the plants than alive haha.. oh great my headphones just went bust.. this sucks.. anyway shall talk abt my not so interesting day today..went to town to shop with the fam but cos dad's over at the states now, we freaking had to take the train, then bumped into zhao and walter in the train.. talked a hell lot of cock( including have them call me fat!!!) until orchard.. i kinda miss the gd old days where everyone went around shouting lame shit stuff in class.. anyway we went to isetan to look for stuff to buy but nothing really interested me.. then we went to taka i didn't find anything but the kids got what they wanted.. i was so looking forward to going to tangs but the lil buggers were tired so mummy decided to go home.. so sad.. i still haven't got the fcuk tee i wanted and also a new wallet.. bahh.. nvm the tee can wait but i right now i really need a wallet, drumsticks and a bag to keep my sticks.. ah well.. shall get them later..

12/20/2004 01:44:00 AM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

[i just wanna live] i'm shagged.. just came home from the vj concert, didn't think i'd go but rais just had to drag me there.. anyway it was ok, decent but i wasn't too impressed.. can't stand the bass line, it's so horribly weak!!! bahh.. they totally messed up mononoke hime.. sheesh.. i love tt song.. and the blue and grey wasn't very welled played either.. in the words of mr. lim, "just playing from the score" so boring and.. clean?..the drummers got skill.. damn he's fucking gd.. haven't seen a drummer like tt in a sch band concert since douglas.. but showmanship is a complete zero.. sad.. like rais said he looks like rowan atkinson (aka mr. bean)tt can play the drums, cos he looks so goofy and nerdy haha.. but his style was what i've always been tryna go for, the calm and relaxed kind makes u look damn pro but somehow he didn't pull it off well haha.. anyway the entire percussion section has tt prob of poor showmanship.. can fall asleep looking at them.. overall the entire concert suffered from lack of bassline and showmanship.. everything else is pretty decent.. reminds me of amb when it was still in its gold medal form but of course bass line and percussion wasn't tt bad cos i was in both!! haha.. anyway how i wished i hadn't dropped out of my drumming lessons.. i'd probably be around tt standard now.. oh well.. gonna start practicing.. i seriously need to brush up, i totally suck.. and i most definitely need a couple of new pairs of sticks and a bag to keep them in.. any kind soul out there willing to buy them for me this christmas? haha.. oh well..

12/19/2004 01:05:00 AM

Friday, December 17, 2004

[dong dong qiang] haha my lil discussion abt funeral bands was so interesting.. ppl can be so gullible sometimes haha.. heyhey jo's back from aussieland and she's a got bf!! woohoo!! haha.. dunno why i'm so excited also.. today was a gd day.. although i did the same old shit as i've been doing the past few days, i'm just happier today.. feels gd.. i just like today!!! whee!!! haha.. oh well i'm off.. gonna watch godzilla for the gazillionth time..

12/17/2004 10:33:00 PM

[floating] i'm in temporal high now.. had so much to eat at seoul garden just now.. no idea why png and i just suddenly decided to head for tt place haha.. felt like i was gonna blow but it was a nice feeling.. but the food kinda sucked but what the heck.. just whack lah.. oh and kahyen dropped by to say hi.. thinking abt what happened between us a couple years back really cracks me up.. png's a lucky guy.. anyway i was so full tt i had to decline food for mum's dinner.. and i just found out dad and mum have the manhattan card.. no fair.. i want one too.. bahh.. i like the ads though they really dun make any sense haha.. dad cheated my feelings i thot he wanted to get me one.. oh well.. shall bug him to get me a platinum card next yr haha.. tt's ultimately stupid but yeah.. kinda cool to have one.. anyway dad's such a credit card freak.. dun see why he needs so many.. though his explanation to why he has so many kinda makes sense.. haha oh well.. not my prob.. somehow going out today just made me feel better though i'm still pretty messed up inside.. oh well.. gonna go out with rais tmr though i really dun wanna go for tt thing.. but since i'm such a nice guy tt just can't bear to leave a fren in the dust(funny i should mention tt), i decided tt i shall go and accompany him.. dude u owe me one.. ah well.. nothing to really blog abt tonight.. bye

12/17/2004 01:42:00 AM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

[i walk alone] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!! LOVE YOU!!! yeah anyway.. dunno why i'm feeling so depressed.. actually i sorta know why but saying dunno why sounds better haha.. but i seriously hate this feeling.. i can't even get myself to slp but gd thing i've got nasha and k.biatch aka nizam for company.. i love having conversations with nizam, i think he's one of the few ppl i can have an intellectual conversation with.. i love tt.. and for some weird reason, i think mum knows tt i'm kinda depressed.. i dunno how but i guess it's just maternal instincts for a mother to sense something wrong in her child.. she suddenly started talking abt depression and all tt and tt they should seek treatment.. i was like stunned haha.. oh well.. somehow i just feel like i'm fighting a losing battle to keep my sanity.. even my lil siblings get freaked out by me sometimes.. just now i just suddenly sat at the corner of my room beside my bed where no one can see me and started pulling my hair and sobbing.. weird.. maybe i really do need help.. oh well..

12/16/2004 01:39:00 AM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

[social reject] damn life sucks! might as well lock me up on some deserted island and let me rot there and die.. i hate this time of the year!!! every year some shit has to happen and spoil every god damn thing for me.. heh what a coincidence that welcome to my life just came on.. somehow the lyrics just seem to describe my life in a nutshell..

12/15/2004 11:59:00 AM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

[FUCK!!!!] what a fucking way to fucking end a fucking gd day.. i just fucking had to fucking see you online.. FUCK!!! and i was so fucking happy with the way things were fucking going today except the part where i've been fucking having a non-stop fucking migraine for the past 4 or 5days.. it's fucking killing me.. nvm.. think happy thots.. think happy thots.. fucking think happy thots asshole!!! not working here.. i think tt's the most retarded thing tt psychologist could've come up with.. think happy thots? what a load of fucking bull.. if tt worked there wouldn't be ppl who fucking need anger management.. ARGH!!!! i'm just so fucking pissed right now.. fuck the world! even slipknots not working.. i need to let this out!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.... tt's fucking retarded..

12/14/2004 08:17:00 PM

[bleed for me] had a fucking weird dream last nite.. damn freaky.. it almost seemed real.. anyway.. went out with law yest to watch blade trinity.. not as action packed as i thot it would be.. still think the first one was gd.. but i love the new weapons esp the uv arc and the soundtrack's pretty gd.. fucking cool.. sorry i've always had this utter fascination in vampires and the people tt hunt them haha.. i love the eyes and fangs, and the idea tt vampirism is a virus tt causes mutation in humans rather than something supernatural is just so way cool.. oh well.. tt's just me, i think some of u ppl are probably thinking i'm some kinda freak or something.. haha.. anyway gonna go out and study later.. hopefully i'll be able to finish covering 3/4 of the bio chapters or maybe i should do math? kinda sick of doing bio.. shit bin just called he's already on the way to the library.. and i thot it was still 10plus haha.. oh well.. gotta go bathe and get ready.. bye ya'll

12/14/2004 11:05:00 AM

Friday, December 10, 2004

[Badaboom!] haha got my lil bros hooked on dancing too.. you got served is one damn cool movie.. i can form a crew with them lil punks, should be fun haha.. anyway can't believe it i stayed for 2days straight, so proud of myself haha..oh well.. dunno why but i still have tt weird feeling from a couple of days back.. dun like it.. bahh.. OH! OH! i finally found how to use the IR port for the laptop.. can finally transfer pics and mp3s to and from my phone.. whee!! still tryna figure out how to use the bluetooth and wireless function though haha.. oh well one step at a time.. i'm bored bored bored.. hmmm.. kinda miss kiddo for some weird reason.. somehow her annoying crap is actually entertaining haha.. anyway hols coming to an end soon.. fuck.. i dun wanna go back to sch!!!! i hate sch!!! i dun wanna see anybody from sch!!! sorry sudden outburst.. but seriously i dun wanna go back to sch... it's just such a pain.. oh well.. i'm off to play heroes.. finally gonna finish the crazily long shadow of death campaign and i didn't have to use cheats.. *pats myself on the head* haha

12/10/2004 11:17:00 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

[confusion] i just dun get it.. why's she doing this to me.. i'm just so confused.. bahh.. shan't think abt this now.. heh went to nj today for the band's tune-in haha.. i know i'm already in jc but nothing better to do so just go ah.. i'm seriously hopelessly rusty.. got my ass kicked by yulin while playing stinking garbage.. yes the song title is stinking garbage but it's damn cool.. but no fun she whooped my ass left right center haha.. felt damn bad for coming late though, i was like 2hrs late hehe.. so sorry kiddo didn't mean to wake up late.. i'll make it up to you k? feel damn bad always end up making her wait for me.. oh.. but i loved ur brownies, i know didn't express it tt much.. but i'm serious.. could u bake more specially for me? pretty please!!! haha.. anyway can't stand it why does everyone seem so suprised when i tell them my name is taufiq.. sheesh.. everyone just gives me tt dumb stunned look.. irritating.. oh well.. then on the bus was trying so hard to get a pic of yulin but the horrible lil kid just wouldn't let me.. but unknowingly i did get a pic of her though it wasn't very nice haha.. well better than nothing.. i'm gonna get you one day.. haha.. then met up with bin to study at amk's mac.. well at least i did something productive today.. but still got fucking tons of stuff to cover and so little time left.. bummer.. well i'm off.. gd nite

12/07/2004 10:30:00 PM

Sunday, December 05, 2004

[everything you want] i'm fucking bored.. ok i'm always fucking bored.. just hate life it's so meaningless, day in day out same old shit.. go out, talk cock, eat like a pig.. study a lil bit? bahh.. anyway josh's gone back to boston.. actually his flight should've just taken off right now.. haha.. bye dude!!! merry xmas in advance!!! nice having you around the past few weeks.. can't wait for him to come back for my birthday hehe.. felt so bad him and alex had to miss zouk out cause of poor underage me.. but at least we had fun driving around singapore like maniacs last night.. i love alex's lil chilli padi car.. it's like a mini mobile club.. the bass from his subwoofers are seriously killer powerful, it was rocking my ass all night haha.. oh well.. anyway watched shutter with clar and scott yest. too.. the movie seriously rocks.. freaking scary but it was amusing watching her so scared.. but couldn't find the opportunity to like scare her.. i think she looks quite gd with her new hairstyle wonder why she got so freaking upset for haha.. yes biatch i just complimented you but dun get used to it.. then we met up with her cg for a cook off at seoul garden.. so weird.. of all places there.. where u just slap the food on the hot plate and eat.. oh well at least my group won haha.. but felt so silly carrying the huge prize around.. all clar's fault the entire day i had to carry her stuff.. bahh.. abuse of human rights mann.. darn.. i need to go shit haha.. ok i'm back.. stomach feels so gd.. i'm turning into a nocturnal creature.. i seriously can't slp before 1am.. been going out and slping at 3 or 4 so often this hols.. all josh's fault but i think my life would be rather boring without him around during the hols.. oh well.. i think i'll go do something else.. gd nite

12/05/2004 11:40:00 PM

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

[Time after time] bahh.. didn't go for my marathon after all.. so sad.. and saw's no longer playing.. all ur fault!!! i dun care, biatch u so owe me big time!! pangseh kia.. haha.. oh well.. went out with grace instead.. walked around town to look for a wallet again but i just can't find any nice ones besides the one in topshop.. waiting for my vouchers to come then i can get my fcuk and levis tee.. been eyeing them for a while already.. then we went over to cine and chilled at tcc.. i love tt place but the table she chose was so weird.. like so in the open.. dun like haha.. oh well.. then we watched xmas with the kranks.. dumb corny movie.. so unoriginal.. oh well.. she's so tryna get me in the xmas spirit.. whatever tt is.. so commercialized.. why bother.. oh well.. then on the train home this lady i think her name was sister judge from some church suddenly talked to us and asked us to go for some church activity.. nice but no thanks.. oh TAUFIK WON!!! whoopeee.. now my name will so be known.. gone are the days when ppl couldn't pronounce my name haha.. anyway he so deserved to win.. sly seriously fucking sucked.. he can't talk for shit, got tt dumb cheena accent and he can't talk properly short tongue or some shit.. and he can't sing to save his life.. rocker my ass.. dunno why dick n florence could actually say he sang well.. bahh.. douglas and ken were so tryna be nice but it was obvious they were tryna say he can't sing.. oh whatever.. wat's impt. is tt my name will be known haha..

12/01/2004 11:58:00 PM

[bastard-ized] bahh.. hoi clar where are you? been waiting for her reply since last nite.. supposed to be marathon-ing today.. wah lao was so looking forward to today now she m.i.a on me.. great.. oh well.. anyway was out with nasha again yest.. spent the whole day out with her.. i dunno why but i had so much fun listening to her whine and bitch haha.. and something really hilarious and unexpected happened while we were at sentosa.. haha.. nvm shan't blog abt it.. but it kills me just thinking abt it haha.. i guess hanging out with her suddenly enlightened me on certain issues.. in a way what i did was similar to what he did.. what a coincidence.. maybe it's some kinda msg or something.. anyway.. i'm bored.. clar ah.. hurry up and reply!!!! at least i can make plans, i'm very not in the mood to stay home today..

12/01/2004 11:30:00 AM