this is who i am: 01/01/2005

Sunday, January 30, 2005

[game over] things are starting to look bleak, dun think i stand a rats chance with twitch. sad.. oh well.. gotta move on, dun have time to think abt all this shit. if i'm gonna be able to keep my 2ccas and get out of ssp, i'm gonna have to do relatively well for the term exams. i dun wanna have to quit either one, though i admit i dun have a life now let alone have time for a breather but i'm having so much fun. anyway, i think i'm going deaf, been having some serious hearing probs lately. i can't hear wat ppl say sometimes and even when i blast my music to full volume on my headphones it sounds relatively soft. doesn't make sense, maybe my headphones are spoilt. whatever. ok.. i think i'd better go get some work done

1/30/2005 01:58:00 PM

Thursday, January 27, 2005

[pump it up] haven't been blogging in a while.. mann.. why couldn't last yr be this gd.. i'm in a perpetual high everyday now.. haha.. but damn i'm exhausted from having cca everyday.. shit all i do in my free time is slp.. oh well.. as long as i'm happy.. just fixed the snare drum tt was supposedly spoilt, kinda weird, after so many yrs of training as percussionist not a single soul from the section knows how to fix instruments.. but then again, no one really bothers to look at every single piece of junk in the perc store and try to see if it's usable or can be fixed.. just some weird trait i probably got from my dad.. yes i think i'm a rather weird person.. but heyhey makes me an asset i guess.. never thot i'd say it but i miss my parents, it's been like 2weeks since they've been gone and they'll only be back in another 2weeks.. so weird not having them around.. oh well.. hope they're doing ok down there.. anyway shit i seriously gotta learn to dance from devian, he be some gd shit man.. where the brother learn to bust moves like tt.. shit.. and weirdly after proclaiming tt i wouldn't join ac idol, i did the exact opposite and signed up with the mat void deck's haha.. some funny shit.. like 15mins before the audition, i got dragged by them into joining.. oh well.. hope we get into the finals and maybe by a stroke of luck actually win.. tt'll be quite cool. winning talentime like competitions in anderson and ac.. but yeah too early to tell, it'll be gd enough if we actually make it to the finals.. well just pray and hope for the best.. i've got so much to blog but it'll seem extremely retarded to type it all out cos it'll be so damn long.. ah well.. life is gd..

1/27/2005 09:48:00 PM

Thursday, January 20, 2005

[that's what i go to school for] today was a pretty gd day.. thanks to myself for not feeling well, i didn't have to go for gp, so for an hour and a half i slept soundly in the sickbay.. saw twitch a couple of times today but sadly we didn't talk.. oh well.. yeah anyway after sch, the class went to taka for seoul garden!!! yay! finally a class outing where almost the entire class attended.. it was so fun, for once everyone was together doing something.. was beginning to forget how fun sc8 really is.. and poor old charles had to go do some dare, but sadly he was so not up to standard, such a spoiler.. haha.. then did the usual stuff.. walked around town like an idiot.. ah well.. still had fun.. really wish i could talk to twitch right now.. so near yet so far..

1/20/2005 10:16:00 PM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

[i'm on the top of the world] hoho!!! i'm so happy!! how i wish i could blog abt it but nvm.. felt seriously sick after training, i was all dizzy and i really felt like puking.. one of those weird things tt happen to me.. i seriously think my insides are all messed up.. maybe i'm dying.. hmm... anyway sji today was dumb.. they totally didn't plan anything and we were like standing in front of our juniors like idiots.. whatever lah.. and i can't believe how childish some ppl are.. get over it mann.. sheesh.. anyway.. think i'll go get some slp.. still contemplating on whether to pon sch or not.. hmm..

1/19/2005 09:54:00 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

[boredom] mann.. i am so so so bored.. there's really nothing to do.. can't go out cos everyone's in sch, i can't talk cos of my throat, can't go gym or run cos i'm still sick.. bahh.. tried studying but my medication is making me all drowsy and i just can't absorb very much, i still am in a high kind of state right now but i just can't slp anymore.. feeling really restless right now, i'm hungry but i dun wanna eat, i'm tired but i dun wanna slp, i'm bored but there's nothing to do.. horrible.. bahh.. bored bored bored.. ok i shall have to give my eye-candy a nickname.. like so not nice to just refer to her as.. errr.. her.. yeah.. so hmm.. *brainstorms*... (yes i do have a brain contrary to wat many ppl believe).. and for some weird reason the only thing tt comes to mind is twitch.. wrp association.. they both dance really well..

1/18/2005 01:12:00 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005

[smiling] WAY TO GO LIONS!!! woohoo.. singapore won.. the match was pretty gd but most importantly i had so much fun at the stadium last nite.. team havoc rocks!!! shit we went completely berzerk, i swear we were the most noisy group around.. we couldn't shut up for a single moment during the match haha.. and hey i got a 2days mc cos of tt.. i got a throat infection.. oh well.. get to skip the chem test today and possibly the most boring day of the week tmr.. tuesday sucks so long and so boring.. sheesh.. so looks like this week i'll be in sch for only 2days and i end lessons at 1.10pm on both days.. haha.. life's gd.. but i think i should spend this time to like catch up on studies.. i'm seriously lagging behind again.. every lecture i'll be like slping or dreaming haha.. not gd but i can't help it tt i have the attention span the size of an ant.. haha.. i wanna slp but i can't, i slept like practically the entire day today.. and everyone's going to bed cos there's sch tmr.. boring.. maybe i should use this time to think of a "game plan".. i'm really running out of time so i gotta move fast..

1/17/2005 11:52:00 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

[fly] darn.. yesterday and today's not a gd day.. heard some tragically bad news.. shan't blog abt it.. and i'm completely exhausted.. wonder why i'm still online also, was so lifeless during band prac and it didn't help tt we were playing prague, movement 3 is disgusting.. sheesh.. why does dr lee have to play all the super difficult pieces for the concert.. the repertoire is insanely heavy though it is a clear indicator of the band's standard.. dude's obsessed with showing ppl how gd we are.. we're gd but not magnificent.. still think there should be some "cheesy pieces" aka pop pieces to increase the entertainment value.. oh well.. i love symphony no.5!! so nice.. ooi ppl must go for my concert k!!! i dun care.. must go!!

1/16/2005 01:12:00 AM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

[HAPPY!!!] yes folks.. for once in a very long long time, the fiqster's happy!!! whee!!! life hasn't been this gd in ages.. and i never thot i'd say this but the past week in sch was actually pleasant.. a pretty gd way to start off the year i think.. and i got a new eye candy.. can't believe i never noticed her until just the other day, what have i been doing the past year?!?! mann.. the sucky part is i dun even know her, sad sad.. i think she knows i exist but not gd enuff.. the only thing tt's spoiling my week.. i still haven't gotten to know her.. but i find it so weird.. i've only like recently realised she exists and already i'm completely crazy for her haha.. out of fear tt unwanted rumours to go around spreading, i shall not mention her name on my blog haha..

1/08/2005 11:17:00 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

[i turn everything over] suprisingly today wasn't too bad.. i had company all the way to sch, met koks in the train.. then time passed so fast, so happy before i knew it the day's over and the best thing i finish mostly at 1.50pm latest haha.. screw u 4sub ppl.. but the bad thing was i had freaking diarrohea, actually i still do.. fuck.. the whole family got it, dunno what the hell we ate.. sheesh.. went to the toilet like at least 8 times today.. and my stomach still hurts.. but at least it was a pretty decent day.. anyway coming to more pressing matters.. supp papers!! oh wait.. no.. the young punks tt just came in, ok lah decent lot, above average but nothing spectacular yet.. well must give them some time to bloom i guess heh.. and now the supp. papers! haha.. shit.. i'm still not studying as u can see cos i'm blogging! haha.. oh well.. nvm.. shall sleep late tonight.. go prac some math shit.. maybe by some kinda miracle it'll come back to me.. haha..

1/03/2005 10:20:00 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

[fragile] mann.. heard some pretty bad news today.. weikong got involved in an accident and he's in pretty bad shape.. life really is fragile, u never know what could happen.. i hope and pray tt the dude will be alright and nothing bad will happen to him.. bummer.. anyway wasted like the whole day waiting for my turn with the stylist today.. bahh.. wat a waste of time.. i'm so tired now.. but i think i'll stay up to study for supp papers.. i've really gotta burn the next few nights to finish up all tt's left.. SCHOOL IS SUCH A PAIN!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!! dun wanna go back.. there'd better not be anything bad tt'll happen tmr, i can't take tt shit.. not on the first day.. oh well.. better go check my uniform and all tt crap just in case.. dun wanna any last min things to go wrong.. can't find badge or whatever shit..

1/02/2005 09:38:00 PM

[pricks] quote of the day "all guys think with their pricks" haha.. anyway kinda late but happy new year! yeah was out last nite and today so didn't have time to blog.. and i dun really have mood to blog too so i'll make it short.. hmmm.. new year was pretty ok, nothing much happened.. saw some dude get stabbed, walked around the whole of town, really covered every inch, puked.. pretty much it.. heh.. then today went to church for service after dunno how many millenias.. ok maybe months.. saw this amazingly amazing hot chick.. never thot munjens could have a bod like tt.. damn.. and went to catch meet the fockers with ben and his couzs andrew and edmund.. they are seriously the f.o.s bunch.. damn fun hanging out with them.. too bad edmund's flying back to australia on wednesday.. but shit, andrew got into ndu.. tt some mad shit.. in case some of u simpletons have not idea wat ndu is, it's naval diving unit.. probably only the toughest shit u can possibly get into.. sweet.. respect tt dude.. must be all tt "ranger" training.. mad shit.. can't believe him and ed actually wanted to ranger all the way home from marina square.. nonsense.. if i weren't so tired i wouldn't mind.. heh.. oh well think i'll go off.. gotta figure out how i'm gonna finish studying everything by next week.. i haven't been studying for the past week.. i'm so gonna fail my supp papers..

1/02/2005 01:33:00 AM