this is who i am: 02/01/2005

Sunday, February 27, 2005

[band-ified] i've become a true blue band freak again.. whee.. day in and day out all i think abt is band and how i can improve my skills.. haha.. oh well.. after listening to rj the other day i seriously think the band has alot of work to do.. especially percussion, we're like the worst section in band now or maybe it has always been but it sure isn't a nice feeling.. even simple pieces for founders day can be screwed up.. sheesh.. mann.. founders day is gonna be like the biggest performance i've ever had in my whole life, all the ac schools combined.. tt's gonna be like at least 3000 ppl there.. scary.. and on 30march the band's gonna have a concert down at esplanade, which is like another major event.. damn.. and if i dun get enlisted too early, might even go to thailand for a competition.. woohoo!! i love ac band.. oh well.. i think i'd better go practice my pieces for the concert.. got alot of work to do..

2/27/2005 12:38:00 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

[sick] bahh.. been down with the flu for the past 2weeks.. nose is always so clogged up, gross.. anyway i should be at the library studying right now.. but my lazy ass had to fall asleep and now i'm just too lazy to get my ass down to the library.. haha.. oh well.. i'll try to study at home just as i've always tried but miserably failed.. note the keywords TRY and TRIED.. i'm one unmotivated, lazy and discipline-less person haha.. dang.. i'm bored.. shit why am i saying tt i should be studying.. tt's not right.. this is seriously spastic, i know i should be studying, my mind is in some sort of a state of panic but for some weird reason my body doesn't respond to my constant mental pestering haha.. wonder if there's a weird mental condition for this.. some psychologist student came during chapel to survey the mats n minahs.. and talk abt psychology and shit.. kinda interesting but nah.. i'll stick to not knowing what i wanna do haha.. ok i shall go off and TRY to study again.. tata

2/21/2005 05:43:00 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

[underneath the sky] happy chinese new year to all my munjen frens!! bahh.. this is the only time of the year tt everything actually closes.. how irritating.. well like lee kuan yew said, "singapore is a chinese island in a malay sea".. at least i think he said tt if i can remember correctly.. heh.. so poor me with my ever so limited free time is stuck at home doing nothing but eat, slp and watch tv.. kept telling myself to study but unfortunately the closest i've got to doing tt is taking out my notes from my bag haha.. i hate my sense of motivation.. dang i love galvanise by the chemical brothers.. some serious gd shit.. MUM DAD WHEN ARE U COMING HOME??!!! i desperately need a new comp.. they've all gone totally disfunctional.. i'd be lucky to have either one not hang even once while i'm using it.. the third has already gone bust.. even my siblings don't use the comps anymore.. how pathetic is tt.. oh well.. and darn it i'm seriously broke now.. and the worst thing is i dun even know wat i spend on everday.. it's like by the wednesday of the week, i'd be almost brake.. weird.. maybe i should just bring like a small portion of my allowance to limit my spending.. bahh.. sucks being a student.. but i can't say it's entirely my fault.. my parents are so stingy.. sheesh.. my relatives complain abt them being stingy even more than i do.. how sad is tt.. haha.. ever since my parents left for mecca abt a month ago, my grandma has been staying with me and she's been bitching to me abt how stingy they are towards my siblings and i.. haha.. rather amusing actually.. guess tt's why i'm not tt much of mat.. my parents think like munjens haha.. no offence to all u munjens reading this.. and to those who have no idea wat munjen is, it means yellow aka chinese haha..

2/09/2005 10:33:00 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

[have i waited too long?] today has got to be the saddest day ever.. twitch is totally out my reach now, just heard she's gonna be attached soon.. damn sad.. oh well.. nothing i can do now, and i'm not gonna be spiteful.. so ppl dun try and plant any ideas into my head.. i'll probably forget abt her in a couple of days or so.. heh.. went to holland v with hafidz, mark, ed and shar today.. went to sub for a bite and talk alot of cock.. interesting but boring.. mark u bluff me!!! thot we were going to town.. bastard.. u seriously gotta learn to lighten up bro, it's just a class test, dun have to mug so hard for it.. sheesh.. even ben's not gonna really study for it.. and i'm definitely not gonna bother abt tt much either.. but i'm really worried for terms.. i dun wanna have to quit one of my cca's.. bummer.. maybe if i bang on bio and chem.. by some miracle i can get c for both then maybe i can get out of ssp and keep my ccas.. i'm really not confident for math.. in fact i'm totally lost right now.. looks like my honeymoon period in sch is coming to a tragic end and hell is unleashing soon..

2/03/2005 08:56:00 PM