this is who i am: 09/01/2005

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

[vectors] ahh.. i finally fully understand how to do vectors haha.. so embarassing.. well i think i'm finally making progress after making tt lil planner of mine that i have delayed making for so long.. so tmr i'll be starting on organic chem revision and hopefully tackle my problem with drawing graphs.. hate tt topic.. hmm.. need to go to town soon.. gotta check out some watches before i decide on buying one.. can't believe i actually fell asleep again after trying to wake up and study haha.. ah well.. i'd better get some slp.. gotta wake up early tmr to do the bio paper.. and hopefully i'll stay awake this time haha

9/28/2005 11:16:00 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

[clocks] darn it.. i wasted a perfectly gd day doing absolutely nothing.. first i thot i'd wake up early to go jog but i ended up switching off the alarm clock and going back to slp.. next i had planned to study the entire day but i ended up just watching tv and looking at magic cards online.. then i thot ok maybe i should go jog in the evening then but bahh.. ended up watching tv again.. and now i'm online again doing nothing productive and playing archmage.. wat a failure.. sheesh.. anyway i can't believe the fasting month is gonna start so soon.. i'm totally unprepared for it, i thot i'd have more time before it and this means tt the As are really really near.. i'm getting rather scared actually but i need to get out of the damn house to actually get work done.. well moving on to more pleasant things, yesterday's jamming session was pretty fun.. considering we've never practised the song before and rais and i just learned it in 2hrs, we played relatively well.. can't wait to have our next jam session but we definitely need to prepare more songs and something tt's far more challenging.. switchfoot would sound pretty gd.. i think calling norman to along would be a gd idea kinda need the skill of such a talent.. ah well tt's something for another day..

9/24/2005 10:51:00 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

[pump it] ok i seriously am not blogging as often as i used to, i guess i've been kinda busy with everything.. schoolwork, revision, playing pokemon and archmage haha.. but since some ppl have been asking why i haven't been blogging so what the heck lah.. hmmm.. where should i start? ah yes.. my impossibly lousy prelim results haha.. i got E for chem E for bio F for math and C5 for GP.. actually not too bad lah.. not fantastic but still ok considering most ppl i asked did around the same or worse.. but hey i shouldn't derive pleasure from others failure, never know what might happen during the As haha.. but i more or less expected it, though i studied harder than i've ever studied in my entire life, it was a bit too late to cover 2 year's worth of work.. ok moving on from this self consolation shit.. i've been trying hard to get myself back on studying and pushing myself harder but damn hard lah.. cheebye.. me and my stupid magic and pokemon cards.. haha.. ultimate distraction in school now.. oh well.. test of my sheer determination haha i'm talking cock but nvm.. anyway there's always time for lil distractions in between studying, all work and no play makes jack a real dull boy.. and no shit look at mark haha jk dawg.. ohoh rais wants to go jam.. so fun!!! been wanting to go for ages but can't find the ppl.. meng's busy with his church band and sch, and norm is like gone from the radar heh.. i miss the talentime band from sec4.. still got tt trophy on my desk haha.. rather interesting times, i miss the anderson peeps.. ahh the memories both bitter and sweet but hey it's all part of learning the lesson abt life.. anyway i'm off.. gotta go back to mugging.. urgh..

9/21/2005 09:14:00 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

[right here] ah finally i've figured out why my dumb pc only displayed symbols on the blogger homepage.. some dumb ass went to set it on chinese(possibly me haha) and i only discovered tt after i accidentally downloaded a chinese translator programme cos of some spyware shit.. ah well.. at least now i'll know wat i'm doing when i'm blogging heh.. anyway i can't get to slp and it's such a nice night to slp the temperature is just right.. heh.. well moving on to today's.. i mean yesterday's uneventful day.. well basically i just stayed home and did nothing while waiting for guan to msg me, and turns out we weren't gonna meet up to study anyway haha.. ah well.. at least i managed to download a hell lot of pokemon games.. so fun haha.. hmm.. there isn't really anyone online to talk to.. how boring.. ah well probably gonna go study with rais later today and probably go to china black after all.. gonna meet up with some sec sch classmates and catch up, maybe meet some new ppl.. should be interesting, i hope.. well i'm off.. go play some of the pokemon games haha

9/09/2005 01:31:00 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

[sugar] damn i think there's something wrong with me.. for 3 consecutive nights i've been having the same girl appear in my dreams, and she's one of the prettiest and hottest girls i've ever seen in person(well in a way in person haha) but the weirdest thing is i dun think i've ever met her or seen her in my life... totally weird.. heh oh well.. anyway i'm really starting to enjoy my hols, i mean i'm not really doing anything special or highly entertaining but relaxing and doing nothing works pretty gd for me right now.. hmmm.. i really wanna go to a party.. wonder if anyone's going to the party at china black this friday... oh shit there's gonna be damn lot of parties coming up.. how interesting heh.. anyway gotta go my sis's bugging me to use the comp, the damn routers spoilt so we gotta take turns to use the connection..

9/07/2005 08:43:00 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

[live again] man i've been so busy and caught with prelims past 3wks i totally forgot i had a blog haha.. i even had problems logging in cos i forgot my user name and password.. gd thing i managed to somehow get it after so many trys haha.. anyway i'm really glad prelims are over, got pretty upsetting after a while especially after the math papers.. apart from math, i know i can do alot better for chem and bio but my time management and lack of practice got to me.. oh well.. no point brooding over it, i'm gonna work really hard the next 2mths for As.. can't afford to screw up like i did for my Os, it's a real do or die situation right now.. i know i'm better than ppl perceive me to be, and i dun need no fuck ass tuition lessons to succeed.. i'll show all of u.. but i'm really glad there are ppl who still believe in me and continue to encourage and motivate me, and i'd really like to thank them.. i think u know who u r so i won't mention names =) well i'm off.. gotta start figuring out a game plan for As..

9/01/2005 10:16:00 PM