[sick cycle] ahh.. what a beautiful weather, it's all dark and gloomy and most probably gonna rain, exactly the weather for staying at home.. highly tempting to slp away the entire day but gotta study.. tt sucks.. i'm so sick of studying!!! so depressing cos i'm making no head or tail for my revision as though i'm not learning anything.. gets really frustrating.. i got this need to just get on a drum set and play the whole afternoon away and it'll probably make me feel a whole lot better too.. been watching so many videos recently so now i got plenty of new beats i wanna try out, though i highly doubt i can pull it off with my highly atrocious pedalling capabilities.. such a waste tt i didn't continue with my lessons at contempo.. would've cost me a bomb but at least i could've been a lot better now.. which reminds me, i need to get a new pair of sticks.. my poor old 5As are in shitty condition now, wonder how the weight of one stick could've changed.. i remember them being of equal weight when i got them.. ahh well gonna go watch some tv before i start on the painful task of studying..