this is who i am: 03/01/2006

Sunday, March 05, 2006

[live again] feels gd to be over tt whole messed up results issue.. 4 more days to enlistment, i'm actually quite excited abt it.. new environment, new people, new system.. i think life should be pretty interesting after this.. ok i know i'm weird, i'm probably one of the few ppl who are actually looking forward to enlisting into the army but hey, it definitely beats just sitting at home with nothing better to do.. well anyway i went shopping for my army supplies today and i had no idea tt all tt junk could cost me more than 50bucks.. and i'm still not done with my shopping yet.. ah well.. at least i'm getting paid in the army.. anyway.. i'm so so full from the seafood dinner i had with my family just now but it was really so damn shiok.. i love seafood, can't imagine how it'll be like to be allergic to seafood.. i mean tt's really tragic haha.. gd thing i was born with no allergies or medical conditions wat-so-ever, ok apart from me being an overweight baby haha.. but tt goes to show tt i was developing well in my mummy's womb haha.. anyway i think i'll go catch some slp.. really quite shagged after a long day out..

3/05/2006 11:08:00 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

[beaten] results were out today and i'm just so really disappointed with wat i got.. the feeling really really sucks, first it was the Os and now the As.. guess it really shows tt i'm just not cut out for studying.. but i guess i've already set out on this path there really isn't anything else tt i can do.. gotta go figure out wat i'm gonna do after this like whether to go poly or try my luck at uni.. but my chances for uni are really really slim right now so i'm in this really huge dilemma.. it made me feel even worse when everyone around me did so much better, felt like such a loser cos i've got neither brains nor money.. in singapore without either u're pretty much fucked up.. the only thing tt made me happy was something i saw in the nus prospectus magazine abt marine biology.. it'll be great if i can get into tt, it's really the only thing tt i wanna do cos i love animals especially fishes. but looking at my results, it'll be a miracle if i can get into any of the courses in nus or even ntu for tt matter. fuck man..

3/01/2006 11:43:00 PM