this is who i am: 05/01/2007

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

[tired] i'm just so very tired and frustrated. why does everyone in ns seem to take everything so lightly, i mean yes u dun like it tt u're forced to serve the nation for 2yrs. some possibly get a miserable allowance or experience less than ideal conditions as compared to their pampered rich ass lifestyle. but why can't they just have some sense of responsibility. i mean u've been assigned a position or a task, just do the damn thing and get it over with rather than procrastinate and do amazingly sloppy job in the end. it just makes alot of ppl really angry and frustrated in the end. and i am one of those who usually end up being really angry and frustrated cos of those incredibly irresponsible individuals. i know this is what i should accept and anticipate when i chose to become an officer but i just can't understand why ppl act this way. it really speaks alot abt the character and upbringing of some ppl. disgusting.

5/30/2007 08:31:00 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

[my wishlist] i really need a new phone.. it's starting to get irritating cos i dunno when someone is calling me or use it as an alarm clock.. my birthday's coming soon, any takers? haha.. ohoh!! dream theater's new album is coming out on 5th june.. it's one day after but still counts haha.. any takers for tt? so many things to get so little money.. there's still the drumset tt i've been taking forever to get.. but it's so difficult to choose one, so many considerations like sound containment, space, budget, design, brand.. anyway gotta go, have to get ready to book in..

5/20/2007 09:29:00 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

[i'm a horrible, evil, mean thingy] it's been quite a happy and eventful weekend for me.. on friday i was off from work so i went down to watch the jc syf with eunarco and crystal, and turned out to be such an eventful day cos AC BAND GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! i know it's outdated news but blame it on blogger cos i wasn't able to blog the last few days.. horrible.. haha yupyup it's a really gd feeling especially since the last 2 yrs have been really bad, having to live with the fact tt we were just a gold band when we were so much better than tt.. but it's all gd now, and tt bad memory has finally been put to rest.. to make things a whole lot better, us percs went down to watch rock ac after that.. and if u ppl didn't know wat rock ac is, it's a rock competition organised by the sch council (council tries really hard to be cool) and guess wat! bing jian got 2nd runner up and wenlong (mr kids central) and andy won!!! it was a really great day for AC BAND and PERCUSSION!!! went home tt feeling really happy and gd, haven't felt tt way in a long time.. anyway yeah found 3 new ppl to wow with, eunarco, brendan and kenneth.. so i played with em the whole weekend.. ok so today since i was off from work also, crystal and i decided to be nice and go over to dr lee's place to pass him the syf recordings i made and a pack of coke, but coincidentally we bumped into him at the bus stop while he was walking to acs i for a meeting.. and later i was out with crystal and eunarco.. both of them are so weird.. like i thot of suprising eunarco at work today but crystal went to tell her abt it.. so yeah basically the suprise was spoilt but she still told her to act suprised anyway.. see how weird they are.. but it's still really fun to be around them.. PERCs are the BEST!!! yeah so after that while waiting for eunarco to get off work, crystal and i decided to do a lil shopping, we spent like ten thousand years in far east today and i managed to finally get a new pair of jeans but unfortunately for crystal the shoes she wanted were out of stock.. yeah so after that we met up with eunarco at the aquarium in wisma.. found out crystal has a phobia of fish.. another one of those weird things haha.. then we went down to vivo for dinner.. after that we went our seperate ways and went home.. so yeah i think i had a pretty nice weekend.. best i've ever had in a long time.. well i'm off to bed, gotta wake up really early tmr to book in.. urgh!!

5/14/2007 10:57:00 PM

5/14/2007 10:30:00 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

[no life] i officially admit and declare truthfully now that i have absolutely no life at all!!! every damn day i wake up feeling so empty and meaningless cos basically i have nothing to wake up to.. no aim no purpose, just waking up to the life in srb.. looking after my boys, making them sweat a little then proceeding on to either slp or play the xbox.. it's boring and it's so repetitive.. the worst part is that in the evening pretty much everyone books out either to go home, meet their gfs or frens.. but i'm probably the only idiot who just stays in and rots away doing absolutely nothing.. sounds really pathetic huh haha.. sometimes i really wonder how in the world did my life end up this way.. still kinda looking for the answer.. anyway i found something really interesting.. ppl actually do read my blog haha.. ppl i dun even know and tt was only after eunarco told me one of my grand-juniors wanted one of my posts on the syf.. i can't even remember wat i wrote.. hopefully nothing embarrassing or i'll never be able to show my face over acjc cb ever again.. maybe after undergoing plastic surgery, which i might consider due to my horrendous face.. really quite depressing to look at myself in the mirror sometimes.. i know i have "issues" .. but dun blame me, blame it on the hormones haha..

5/01/2007 12:26:00 AM