this is who i am: 06/01/2007

Saturday, June 30, 2007

[dreams] for almost the entire week i had dreams of her when i went to slp at night. totally weird and didn't make any sense to me especially since i hardly ever think of her anymore. which left me feeling all awkward when i wake up in the morning. the mind is such an interesting thing. anyway i had to get it off my chest so i told her. crazy but tt's just me. anyway we ended up msging for a lil bit, closest thing to a conversation we've had since.... i can't even remember the last time we ever spoke. hmmm.. quite fascinating how things turn out in life. perhaps one day we might actually meet up but tt's probably not gonna happen any time soon so yeah. hey person if u're reading this, if u ever decide tt it's no longer awkward tt we have a deliberate meet up just call me k. well... i'm using my dad's ancient but workable pc right now. mine is currently down, piece of crap can't even load windows. how frustrating, and the worst part is i can't boot up using the windows cd. gd thing i already anticipated it and backed up most of my impt files. the problem now is how to format my main hard disk. shall have to ask my dad tmr morning.

6/30/2007 01:11:00 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

[refrigerator] last night's concert was the worst i've ever played. really felt like shit after playing. i made so many mistakes i just wanted to die. i'm really glad tt it's over now. but i will miss hanging out with the percs, it was always more fun to sit in the spaceship and talk rather than be out there playing with the band heh.

6/21/2007 06:05:00 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

this duo is totally awesome. David Ahlund and Michael Schack,their called V-Topia and they are the touring band for roland synthesizers and v-drums. I love the genre of music that they play just absolutely cool stuff, not the typical stuff that you'd hear. It's a pity they dun have an album out. anyway the last few weeks have been an all out music feature for me, i went to watch singapore drum festival, 2 days of pure bliss, amazing drumming and a great learning experience, where i got to see jojo mayer, tony royster, gordan campbell, grant collins and so many really awesome drummers. I really didn't want that weekend to end, forever living in a loop of those 2 days. Then i got free tix from wahyu to watch this 2 and Rob Marcelo. Their performance really just blew me away, it's a pity they're just product promotional artists, they should really come up with an album.

6/17/2007 12:16:00 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

[a teen no more] it's really a tragedy. this is the first time i was actually not looking forward to my birthday. but i've gotta face up to reality, as much as it really sucks, and find comfort in the words of encik wira about being 16 at heart despite of ones age. anyway last weekend was horrible, had to standby for the IISS summit, and i have to say i nearly died of absolute boredom. well i'm glad it didn't fall on my birthday or i'd be really pissed off. well even so i still stayed home the whole of yesterday, just wasn't in the mood to go out and also cos i was so tired. as for today, i just forked out 165bucks on my drumfest tix. oh how painful tt felt, but i'm thinking it'll be worth every cent. i get to watch 14hrs of pure orgasmic drumming action by some of the best drummers in the world. and i've got a master class with tony royster jr.!!! so exciting!!! hopefully i'll be able to get some pics taken with him. he's like my idol. anyway i'm so bored, almost all the ppl tt i actually hang out with are either in camp or out of the country, which leaves me stranded here with absolutely nothing to do. urgh! gd thing i've got wow or i'd just die of absolute boredom.

6/05/2007 11:15:00 PM